DereKanjou

 WWEH I've been keep a diary I actually write in..I'm so proud. /single tear. Anyways I've been feeling a bit calm lately..and sleepy too but when am I not sleepy? --Other than night time. I think it's due to the cold weather and rain I just love wearing warm clothes.. Scarves, light jackets, floppy sweaters, skirts+leggings+boots uhwhaaa ♥ On the other hand I've been a bit tense as well. I'm going to have a surgery on 17th and I kind of don't want to think about it. My doctor already said they'll numb me but not put me to sleep? Pfghfghff I just I don't know anymore. Even after that surgery is done I still need a second one..

 holy shiiiiiiiit it's a journal update. I'll start with my first priority people who ever dared to commish me I'm so fucking sorry I can't even bnjhbdf And school started for a while now so I've been even more preoccupied with getting decent grades this year. I swear you'll get your stuff done along with wait-time consolation bonuses. ; 3; -- moving on Urgh. School is bluh. Nothing more to say. I never knew work could be so easy and still so tedious. At least if I do get decent grades this school year I'll get a laptop and be more available, promise! I won't have to worry about my mom taking pc plugs or shit. (ﾉ◕&#1252

Whoops I kinda disappeared off the face of the Earth didn't I? Ah well, for the few who have been seeing me, byebye~ Welp time to disappear. Cya guys whenever.